So much of life has been spent seeking the attention of others—through actions, words, even appearance. I tried to set myself apart, to be different, whether by what I wore or by stirring reactions with what I did. Beneath it all was an underlying sense of inadequacy, the whisper of the mind and ego that I was “not enough” and had to prove otherwise.
Looking back at old memories and Facebook posts, I sometimes cringe. Who was that person so starved for attention that he would say controversial or even vile things just to spark a reaction—positive or negative? I see now how the mind and ego are endlessly hungry, playing roles like actors on a stage, desperate for applause.
We live in a world of selfies and status updates, constantly broadcasting curated versions of ourselves—different than what God designed us to be. But the truth is, we owe the world nothing in terms of how we present ourselves. What is “lacking” has already been given: the unconditional acceptance of God through Jesus Christ.
God already knows me—my heart, my flaws, my truth. His love is not conditional on my performance, image, or popularity. It is steady, unchanging, and complete. Like the simple devotion of a dog who loves us right or wrong, God’s attention never wavers. I don’t have to earn it; I just need to receive it.
There are two sides within us:
The eternal soul, rooted in peace, love, and God’s acceptance.
The ego of the flesh, craving recognition, always striving to be seen.
But we do not need what the world dangles before us—more money, more recognition, more shiny things. God has already given us breath in our lungs, life in our bodies, and eternity in our souls. The true shining light is not our ego’s spotlight but the eternal gift of God’s love.
Take heed, my brothers and sisters: God sees you. He always has. His gaze is not earned by striving but given freely by grace. Rest in that. For the attention of the world fades, but the love of God endures forever.
“The Lord looks at the heart.” — 1 Samuel 16:7
Prayer
Heavenly Father,
Forgive me for the times I have sought the fleeting approval of others instead of resting in Your eternal love. Quiet the voice of my ego and awaken my soul to the truth that You see me, You know me, and You love me just as I am. May I live each day seeking only Your attention, walking in the peace of Your presence. Amen.
